somehow somehow.
i am still not feeling right.
but i am much much better alr. maybe... the past few days were just... thinking too much?

but anw, today got back el and it was unexpected.

tomorrow is the day that will really kill me. ss, bio and geog! ): i really need ss to pull my combined humans. and bio is really... i have nvr ever had confidence in that subject before.

oh wells, but anw, today was the day that make me sad sad sad! music test was disastrous. i think..... i will fail badly.
as in really badly. most of the questions, i crapped and unsure of the answers. but fyi, crapping in music o levels is not useful, unlike some other subjects. music o levels is... u really have to know the facts and stuff. so oh wells, guessing is not okay too. so yah, off i go to cry when i get the results, probably nxt week or nxt nxt week? sigh.
and throughout the whole test, i was like thinking "should i drop music" "wah, this question dont know again?!" "this is getting terrible" "sigh im stupid" "what is this?!" etc etc etc. my mind was totally... blank?
just hope... i could at least pass(:

i just cant really afford to fail anything anymore. or i will maybe just... get demoralized.

okay. maybe i should end on a happier note. it really makes me smile to see that phsco, especially xian yue continued to grow well. with yah, juniors like jingkai and people who are willing to commit to co and hmm... love co(: i miss them! ): and i love them too! <3
the sec 1 juniors, i just know them for maybe 6+ months now. but i realised. some are cute and nice! lol.

and! tmr i may be going to have popeyes! :D :D :D again with dears!
and do some stuff too maybe?