edited at 8pm(:
was supposed to be high and happy yesterday, since it was the last combined practice with the co yesterday. just sec 1s - sec 4s, with the conductors and instructors. i promised tinting to be high yesterday.

and i was high actually. until abt 6pm when we had some other problems awaiting for us. din expect that to happen. but oh wells, i actually cried. i din expect myself to cry yesterday but while looking out to the parade square, i just felt like crying and people talking to me made me really had tears in my eyes. and i cant control it anymore! ): just cant stand that kind of feeling where it will be the last concert we will be having, the last practice and time we will have together, the last time we can have so much fun during the rehearsals and concert etc etc etc. and it's really unfair and not worth it. that's the three word i keep saying: 不值得. who will only want to play 1 song by solely the co and will be happy? oh wells. haha. anyway, thanks to those who asked! :D :D :D tinting, juinli, justin, lester, zoey, alicia, jeanette, yvonne, daohan(: thanks a lot arh. and yupps. alicia! everything is alright now! :D

but yah. so now things are settled, but we had to compromise a little. i wonder whether it will be okay. let's see on that day ba! (:

we stayed in school until abt 8pm and the sky was dark. the temperature was getting cold(but i wasn't feeling cold at all). yah. so it is 夜深了yah. ahah!

on the way back home kept thinking abt stuffs. went home le and talked abt the mep outing. rather fan2 over it and din felt like caring much. haha. and after that talked to someone(: and yah. felt better le loh.

and i actually talked to zhou lao shi during co yesterday and people said i was getting more daring? lol. but yah. i got very kong bu or hiong meh? lol.

today had chem and maths and got back maths tests. helped felicia and tianwei do corrections cause they went sp and my hands are rather suan1 now. 3 people's corrections leh! lol. and went to find yvonne to get scores and i went bras basah to bind the scores. yeah! zhou lao shi wont be scolding abt the scores anymore! :D :D :D

new scores for syf! :D and im going to try playing it! (:

alright. tmr's the last rehearsal in school and tmr's there's 3 hours of english! i can just die! ): and home alone soon!

and oh yah! went to have macs breakfast with felicia, tianwei, jiani and donovan yesterday! (: was okay (: and we were late for maths class! ahah! rarely late de loh!

and mr tan said something during maths class today: it's 3 weeks to prelims!
and oh man! im still not studying a lot! ):

reply to tags ba:
tinting: haha. yah yah i wont die. i hope so too(: very lame meh?! it's the fact what. and u are welcome for that day. hope you are better now! (: and yupps. monday was hmm... HIGH dao bao!
ZOEY ;D : haha. u are welcome(: u all are deserved to be praised. continue to work hard arh! and jiayou jiayou! u all can de! :D it's just the beginning! (:
JIAXUAN ;D: haha. okay. so u saw it and told zoey and u are tagging here too le. funny juniors! lol. and yah. u are welcome(: jiayou orh! yeah! u all can de!
ZOEY ;D: haha. okay! if i really cry i will find ur shoulders de! (: lol. and thanks! :D
aLICIApan: haha. my posts got so touching? oh yeah! i make u cry! and we cried too! LOL! dont be too emotional le. though i know it cant be helped! (:
wing lam: haha. yup yup. u are welcome(: (: like what i said, continue to jiayou ba! :D cute juniors!
aaron: haha. okay i will take care de! thanks! and err... spam mozzie repellent? lol.