EDITED(: again.
alright. shall blog now.

yesterday early in the morning, woke up at 7.45 to err bake something. but in the end, i brought it to the concert but din dare to let anyone eat cause erm i was afraid it wont be nice. lol. sorry luh people!

and yepp after that went to have breakfast/lunch with hmm... alicia, juinli, zoey, lester, justin, tinting, yvonne and met jeanette after that. oh wells. and yah. alicia take care of ur leg now! (: the rest of us were super late there anw.

and justin and i and tinting are childs(: lol. dont understand? it's okay de. cause it's lame! ahah!

and so, the rehearsal was okay(: with zhoulaoshi around! hahaha. and after that, had the violin thing again. then, we went to find juinli and zhoulaoshi at the cafe and took lots of photos! it was fun there and had lots of talk there! with secrets bursting out to zhoulaoshi's ears. hoh people?!

and yah. it was nice there! (: zhoulaoshi treated us to food too! and me, stacy, wenyi shared a tub of ben and jerrys. zoey and tinting had one tub too. and the others had cake. wow arh! zhoulaoshi is nice! (: (: (: (: (:

then we had rehearsals again? before that had dinner too! or rather, just bbt(: nice bbt they have there! (: and we practiced with zhoulaoshi again. i think with him around, many things can get settled quite quickly ba? :D thanks eh!

took lots of photos after that(: was FUN! lots of photos! and at the same time, put on make up(: thanks to those who helped out in make up!

people! send me photos hoh! please please please!

and err.. 7.15 alr! and briefing again. last time!

and off we go to the stage. at first was feeling okay de. but then, i started to sweat! i started to feel my heart was beating really quickly! i started to feel i was very scared! i started to worry about stuffs! i started to feel sad abt it being the last concert we are having! and i started to think of stuffs. and hmm. closed my eyes and relax. but my breathing was really very deep! yvonne and zoey helped me. the others too. and i keep saying jiayou! :D

and soon, the mcs started talking. and i was getting more worried. but at the same time, keep saying, it will be the last performance and we will do well in it!
so during the performance, my heartbeat was beating fast and my hands started to become numb when we started playing, or rather, when we stand before the performance. and so, throughout the performance i was chao ji scared de! and was trying to enjoy as much as i can.

and soon! 2 songs finished! and still, i cant see anyone that i asked to come! sian diao lah. haha!

and went back dressing room. took group photo! took cards! hear last words! etc etc.

and i started crying): i dont know why. when i was holding my violin and tuning. i just felt scared all of a sudden and afraid it will screw up! like seriously! of my yin zhun and stuffs. the first one to cry there eh! haha! thanks to those who asked! :D

and soon, i started hugging many people! i needed support. like seriously! and thanks lijia for accompanying me to backstage! super scared de. and i even screamed to myself with wenyi and stacy jiayou jiayou jiayou loudly in the dressing room. i think i was just scared at that moment!

never ever had i have that feeling!

and canon was okay. at least din really screw up. and mr wong did say it was okay leh(: i think. hopefully ba. and again! i din see anyone! but was really scared luh.

and went back dressing room. took more stuffs. hear more things. and i cried even more! i dont know why. but it's really SAD! ): many things that is left in phsco alr! ):

4 years leh!

i think. the feelings, i will say another day(:

haix. and during interval went out (ran out)with jeanette to find ppl that i asked to come(: received a huge dog and a small eeyore eh! haha. thanks! :D :D now everyone knows.

and thanks chiagek for the flower!
and alicia, juinli, wenyi, justin, phsco for the card!
and alicia+juinli, peien for the sweet!
and wenyi for the cookiees!
and did i leave out anyone else??

and soon, people stopped crying. and things start to change. high scene! song-yue liang dai biao wo de xin(: and my dear sl and treasurer were the spotlight eh! :D :D :D co people will know! it was really cool lah! my treasurer is brave!

and err.. after the whole concert. walked to the mrt station with weiling and to novena(: haha. okay okay.

anw it was just a memorable night! 10062008! concert day! :D arise shine! last concert! the day we step down! etc etc etc.

oh man! ): IM SAD!

feelings of phsco nxt time! :D