i think im rather stressed up. i should really think carefully whether i should drop music as an o-level subject. i really dont know. argh! im stressed up.
but i think i wont drop de lah(:

so yah, today we had church service for good friday(: and there was this 'opera' and i had to hit the 'frog', a percussion instrument. yup yup. so i was wearing quite weirdly? haha. yup yup. and so it started from 10.15 to 12.30 ba. it was nice(:
there's easter sunday two days later! :D

and after that went to have lunch. and went to chengfen's house with crystal and marcus le. we had to record some stuffs. after composing music, we have to sing it and record it down with piano accompaniment. so dead lah! ):

and my melody sucks! it's like some notes don't even harmonize and they have to help me change them and edit. im really thankful that they are there to help me! (: thanks arh people! :D i really appreciate it! (: (: and yah. when they were doing it, they were like saying some stuffs that are really true. wells, i just could not help it anymore! it's stressful! with so many people who are much better than me in class. maybe i should really drop it.

looking and hearing at what they composed and sing, i really think that they are SO SO SO much better than me. i dont know why. i feel such a failure lah. i dont know i dont know. and i somehow had some tears when i was thinking abt it and when they were helping me edit. oh wells, and so they agreed to teach me some stuffs if i ask them. thankfully! (:

i really do not want to screw things up anymore. but i just... could not help it? im just a screwer. lol. yah. but i will still do my best, no matter what the circumstances are. (: i will be alright i think. and God will definitely help me out(:

haha. yup yup. i think im talking some crap here.

so we work on my piece for very long. luckily, theirs are recorded already(: then later, we went home and i realised something special about me, crystal and marcus. we all know cantonese! :D ahaha.

and err, crystal plaited my hair! (:

and i will never wear high heels for the whole day ever again! it's really very very painful! ARGH! i could hardly walk when i was going home and walking around from chengfen's house to the mrt. haha.

sorry for the post that is all about complaining!
im just venting out some stuffs. (: sorry arh!

tmr's there's concert! (: and going out with tinting and juinli before that! :D
but i have to be early to meet people.