my violin teacher asked me whether i wan to take grade 7 violin exam. but then, i did not want because im like taking o levels this year! and i will also take grade 7 piano exam too!
and the most important thing is: all the exams are like taking place in aug-sept-oct period! so i believe i will be real stressful by that time.

and my mum keep like asking me to take cause i wont practice a lot too at home ba? but seriously, i dont want! i can feel the tension now! and it will be real stressful! frankly speaking, every thursday, after mep, i feel that i dont know how to study well and ace in my music o level subject. so, i think my violin lesson is like to help in my music o level in the practical part.

once, junhao told me that o level music will be easy to get an A.
and he oso told me that grade 7 exams (practical) will not be that easy to pass?

i seriously feel scared now!

i want to take violin exam! but i dont want! maybe i can just play it for my music o level as well as for my leisure ba. i hope! :D

everything will go on well right? :) :)

stress is coming up!

o levels is coming in 20 oct i think.

and oral starts in aug.

and music practical/coursework starts in august or july. im not that sure.

ARGH! can i just scream?!
one day i want to go to the beach and scream!
one day i want to stay at home and isolate myself, sleeping for the whole day!
but will these days come?

emo post again! haha! i'm sorry! but yah. i will be okay :)