oh man! i feel like killing myself! i hate myself for yesterday's mistake! hahaha! okay okay... im not dat evil to hate myself!

yesterday was o'level music end of year exam. and one of the extracts was some indian music! :( and it was like erm... i have to differentiate north indian and south indian instruments. so at first, what i heard were all north indian de instruments. but then, suddenly drums came in! and i thought that the drums were south indian de. so i changed everything to south indian instruments! and later, the teacher say is north indian! :( so... im dead! :( maybe 6 or 7 marks gone le bax? :( and my word setting sucks too! :(

i felt like crying somehow when i knew that it was north indian. and in the end, when i was talking to my sis on the phone yesterday night, i really did had tears in my eyes. and toking to chiagek tis morning too! :( oh man! im quite dead! maybe i will jux be dropping mep nxt year! :(
goodbye music! :(

okay okay... today i din go for lessons after recess. i had to go for the violin grade 6 exam. sorry to felicia for diu xia ni zi ji again le! :( cant help it. but i had violin exam at 11.53am. and my pieces were okay i think. and err err... the scales... im dead too le! :( my 3-octaves scales are like dunno wat. and the dominant seventh, when the examiner ask me to play the Bflat de. i was playing. and i knew it was wrong. and i was saying err, can i repeat again? and he said, "okay. anyway it doesn't sound like dominant seventh to me" so i played again. and i really seriously cant remember how to play dominant seventh at that moment. so im quite dead arh. and the aural part. the examiner played the music. asked some questions. and i was quite okay at first. but when he asked for the period(as in baroque, romantic or classical or 20th century), i said it was romantic period. and he asked why? and i was like stunned! i dunno wat to answer can?! :( :( :(

these few days i will jux be down. i know i should not be brooding over it. but i cant help it! :(

so ignore me if i am not myself these few days. hahaha! i will be fine soon.

think nxt week many test papers will be returning to us. and i think i will be sad again! :( and thursday i oso have to receive yesterday's paper:( okay, and nxt friday is the starting of EOYs. i have to jiayou jiayou le! :) really!

okay. nth much already. and yup yup! thanks to all who jiayou-ed me today! -loves-

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