IT day again... IT day is getting more sian lahx... haix... sian sian sian!!! okay... yesterday was horrible!! standing under the sun for abt 3 hours lohx! haix... and the banner thingy... was strange lahx... others dun even have banner why we have? veri funny lehx.... haix... and den... the first time when we march... there were some people looking at us mahx... and our music is like chinese de lahx...(duh!)... and their looks were like... got tis kind of music de huh?... somehow like dat de lahx...

haix.... wun say much abt tis thing.... which is making me angry everytime i think abt it! ks... but jux wanna say dat... chinese orchestra is still music rightx? is jux onli chinese music! not those western music and all those.... it has been in tis world for dunno how many years le lohx... why can't people jux appreciate the music? why mux people like give all those looks and somehow 'discriminate' our cca? it's still music!!! and a lot of us are chinese... so we mux oso appreciate our own culture de music rightx? haix... sad lahx!!! of course i noe ours is like suddenly veri da sheng and noisy... which was right after band, choir and dance... haix... so wat? it's still our music!!! and we will work hard and win a award back for syf de!!! haix...

nth much to write abt le... jux feeling sian!! and a little angry and sad... haix...

will i be gone one day?